I’m with you. I have been completely med compliant since my first psychotic episode four years ago, and yet here I am, fresh out of inpatient and attending a partial hospital program instead of work. I was on TWO anti manic meds (depakote/vraylar) and they did not stop me from going manic/mixed/delusional. I’ve been searching for a new med combo since June. No luck yet. I’m no longer delusional but I am moderately depressed still. My only surefire “cure” is ECT and I ****ing hate ECT.

So I commiserate. I thought I could be stable again but it doesn’t seem like that’s gonna happen.