I have hypomania. I am on online dating sites looking for men but stop myself from meeting them. I still like the man with bipolar. He talks to me and gives me attention. He is not just looking for sex. I actually turned him down for sex yet he still talks with me. On the other hand, the elderly man is ghosting me. So, I blocked him everywhere. He does not need to message me again. He probably did not want sex because he never was interested in the first place in me. He just disappeared and ignores all of my messages. So, that is that. I should have known just because he is nice to me in person that he probably just wanted to be nice to say goodbye. I could care less. I don't need men in my life who don't care about me. I am happy with the man with bipolar again. He has ED but we will buy a vibrator together and be happy. Sex is not everything anyways. He writes me and acknowledges me. He puts a smile on my face.