Boogie, you really need to think long-term as if u keep this attitude u will have this same problem the next year. All the advice about taking care of yourself is the only solution. You need to become a strong person with your hobbies and life. Let the dating part be secondary and be a product of your hard work. Your mind-set is creating a cycle of destruction within yourself and wont stop if u keep it up. Beast down on your Kung Fu and self-care and your lady problems will be solved in time.