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Originally Posted by golden_eve
thank you... you're very sweet. Today I'm just angry all over again about his possible cheating. I do not know for sure, but it smelled like it, and I am angry and bitter after ALL I gave to him and did for him. I have to stop thinking about it, it's going to drive me crazy. Soon I have to go to the bank, so that will be a nice distraction. And tonight I have therapy, so I can let loose in there, too. But dammit I'm pissed right now. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
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Being cheated on hurts deep. It's one of those betrayals that affects people in a very major way so it's not that far out for yu to continue to be angry about it for awhile like this. I've been there... it crushes you inside. being left is one thing, being unloved is another but being cheated on adds on the layer of betrayal, to those things. You're hurt, feeling lied to/deceived, betrayed, broken hearted, angry... its just one of those things that kind of hits a lot of nerves at once. Trust me, it does pass, though the betrayal will affect you for a long time if not for good. it really throws our sense of trust off badly.
*hugs*