Yeah, thanks for that. I know im trying.

I keep trying. and trying and trying. And it seems that no matter how im trying, its not happening. going to take a nap. Its the only way to forget at this point. I dont know why im so crazed today. I just need work. i need to work. I cant stand the thought of sitting at home. but if I had a better background, i WOULD be working. apparently failure to keep up with mounting bills is a strong indication of the type of employee you will be. Forget the resume that I busted my butt to get. regardless of my add or not. Forget the fact that i have had only 5 jobs in my career. since working since 1986.

Just forget it. Im sorry. Im just down and i think im going to sleep for a bit. im just raw today at every little thing.

thanks jacq. youre a good friend. if i havent already told you that.

me.