Colleen, everyone is right about taking things one minute, one day at a time. You are such a nice person and so helpful. You are kind, caring, supportive and so NOT a failure. Look how long you have gone...47 days! I see that as success, no matter how big or small it may seem. I think it is HUGE!

I know how the next day can be. I used to do EMDR and the next day was the WORST! Everything was so fresh in the mind and felt like the day it happened.

Please don't think you are bringing everyone down because you aren't. I know, for me, it really makes me feel better when I can help others, which hasn't been much lately, but I really would like to be here for you if you need it!

Take care and I hope you can get some rest!

BJ