Oh Alice, I am so sorry. I know it may hurt again once you get past the numbness. It's hard to feel rejected when you loved and still love someone. I am sorry for what you're going through. We're all for you, as much as you need.

I am regressing today unfortunately, back to obsessing over my ex. But a new guy online is currently distracting me from my obsessing, so that's a good thing!

((((((((((Many hugs))))))))))