No our history is long and we’ve had other issues. This is just icing. I’m trying to make things work. In the past she’s cut down my time. She would start Session late and then use the bathroom and then end on time for the next person . She’s been preoccupied with her phone and people in the waiting room. She’s minimized what I’ve said in the past. I’ve just kept everything inside and then i would cancel or take a break when I had enough. She would touch up on things and then say we would revisit but forget later. I had a fallout with school at the same time that i had a horrible court hearing. Voiced it to her. Went on a break and came back 1 month later for her to ask me how my hearing was and how school was going. She’s not always mentally present. I could be speaking about something and all of a sudden she jumps out of her chair and remembers that she needs to place chairs in another room for a group session or swap rooms.

Again since then we’ve been better but lately she’s only listening to half of what i say. She definitely has the potential but either she has too many clients and I know she’s highly involved in political affairs. I’m thinking how
Much can you juggle at one time. All I ask is for her to be mentally and physically present. I value her work but if she screws up then try a little harder to fix it. I can’t get away with my mistakes at work. I have to make it up somehow and quickly. I’m expected then to go above and beyond if it’s my mistake. Yes it’s human to make a mistake but it’s just to fix it appropriately and in a timely manner without placing others in a predicament.

I pay her in cash with no insurance . It’s definitely a sacrifice in my life. Then I
I make the 40 min trip.