I’m so sorry that she made you feel abandoned. The bit I don’t like about this is that your t made you responsible for cancelling another client! How dare she do that to you! You are very justified to feel angry at her. I also don’t like her attitude of telling you not to text her to tell her you are angry either. Her mistake, her responsibility & her unprofessionalism. She needs to sort herself out, own up & take it on the chin. Not you!!! I’d text & tell her your angry & I’d do it purely because she told you not too. If you want to cancel or take a break, you must do what you feel is best for you. Sending hugs.