Dear Info,

I am tired.

I am scared.

I have done a few hard things in my life. One just ended yesterday.

But I think rebuilding from the ashes instead of living a half-life in the dim twilight may be the hardest yet.

It’s not brave; I just don’t have a choice. I won’t settle for that half-life.

Far better it is to dare mighty things etc.

But the thing is, I am pretty sure you are not the person to help me. The only one I have faith could have helped me is in another country, and just now I’m angry with her.

We’ll see if I’m wrong about you.

ATAT