Given my position, I don't have to stoop down to going online to find a place to stay when I'm going to go insane. I know exactly where I'm going, but it's probably not even going to help.

And there is one person I can trust, but thinking about her is a reason I have to go tonight, among other things. I think I'm going to quit my job tomorrow and plan on staying at this place for an extended period, until they force me to leave, or I run out of money.