
Perna
It hasn't worked that way before. It's been a repitition where I would get relief, and that was all that mattered. I went on my merry way, only to do it all over again another time. Suddenly I would be in the middle of it all again and wouldn't see that it was all my creation through misperceptions and projecting.
This time feels different. I think I'm ready to examine how it works in my mind.