Well, the female part of my many problems won't be solved that way. It sounds like you're talking about marriage counseling. This is a girl I'm in love with, but due to circumstances, I can't tell her and I know I'd get rejected because I've become a complete freak right before her eyes.

I'm going alone, if I even go. And my job, I'm quitting it. I need to figure out how to not do something I'm going to regret. Right now I'm having all these thoughts of how I could fix my lfie and they all involve things I'd get in trouble for later.