A friend I was really looking forward to see (we see each other maybe all 6months but I always enjoy it) had to cancel. We already had to postpone last week
I know intellectually that it's not her fault, that she's not doing this to trick me, but it feels like it.
Also T said something weird yesterday that I can't get rid off in my head and now I'm a crying mess sitting on my couch while puppy desperately tries to eat my jeans.
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I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
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