Hey guys, so i have a pretty ridiculous post, but I was listening to Nirvana the other night, and I almost was brought to tears. I felt like I was apart of Kurt Cobain. It’s a weird powerful feeling. I was listening to the song dumb, and when he repeats the words “I think I’m dumb” it is just so powerful and I just feel everything. I know the song isn’t about literally feeling dumb, but still, growing up I always thought I was dumb because I had (still have) a learning disorder, and hearing the person you look up to singing that, thinking he is dumb, really I don’t know..it really is a hard feeling to explain. Just a really powerful feelings. I don’t know, almost a depressing euphoria, because I feel depressed but I feel uplifted but down. I don’t know if this has to do with my mood swings and the fact that I have ADHD and High functioning autism. I had a pretty similar childhood and my teenage years were pretty much like Kurt’s so maybe that’s why. Also I love writing songs, drawing, writing poems and playing guitar like he did. But I just feel such a personal connection despite the fact that I didn’t even know him. I don’t want to be one of THOSE angstie Millennials, but it’s just weird that the song “dumb” would bring me to tears. Like it was uncontrollable tears. I was shaking and everything.