I should add that we are in sort of a bdsm-type relationship. I think itīs me who needs to either accept our relationship as it is, or move on. Thatīs the difficult choice. Not sure if bdsm is an okay topic to bring up here, but it felt like necessary information. Heīs my "dominant" and iīm the submissive one. I actually do enjoy that a lot, i just donīt enjoy the uncertainty and i wish there was more love in our interactions.
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