I was thinking of asking a similar question. It's not that I've never been depressed before, and not depressed before, but I think it's the first time I've really thought about it. I think, also, I could have used some chemical assistance long ago (antidepressant). I think I forgot what "normal" feels like.

Anyways, I had an old issue come up in couples counseling this week and I've found myself depressed, but not. I feel like I'm circling the pits of despair, but not quite falling in. It's a strange feeling, to say the least.