some can find themselves in solitude bluesguy, so thats something i searched for...

to do a greater good, sometimes a sacrifice seems the best option...

it is not always...

to grow i need an environment conducive...

if i am a danger to myself or others, i need refuge...

i dont always know what i need for myself best...

patience gives me time to examine carefully what i almost thought of doing impulsively....

it prevents me from creating regrets and hurting more than only myself

being still and giving myself time removes me from self and other harm...

at a time later i am better able to see the seriousness and repercussion of my would have been mistake...

i am better able to heal myelf by being cautious and mindful of my unintended creativity...

i think i can handle it, but.... until i am there, i know very little about that reality...

i chose one day to start to heal.. i chose to care about my and others well-being....

i made a turn.... preservation of the healed whole image i kept for myself turned me back towards good self-care...

im hoping you will find a positive way to help yourself and others if that is what you truly desire...