Oh, it's too complicated with him. He's in a relationship with this woman and staying with her just for financial reasons. She knows he doesn't love her, she even knows about me, but she's kind of dependant.
And for me he was the one. Fatal one.
We had on and off relationship for a year and a half.
We we're friends for a while, but that didn't work out.
Then I wasn't talking to him as I was with J, but my first impulse after break was to text him.
I don't expect anything. He isn't available to me the way I wanted to be and now I don't even want him anymore. All I know is that I want to talk to him. He's one of those few people who fill me with energy