I do appreciate your input, but how can you be so sure that he hasn´t changed? People really do change sometimes, with effort and time. I brought up to him how i felt and he started treating me better. More kindly. Still, it´s not enough for me...I want more. I want love. For him to be my boyfriend. But that will maybe never happen. But i won´t leave him either so.

He used to help me a lot when i was in a bad place, always cheering me up and staying up all night to keep me from hurting myself.