I did 6 sessions, which didn't work. I have hit bottom, I really really expected it to work. I have also tried ect with minimal results but when I can find the time I'll try again, thenTCM, really running out of options. I really wish lobotomy was still legal. I have a new doctor who is at least trying hard as I'd had my last one for 12 years, and she gave me klonopin. My other doc wouldn't prescribe me anything addictive. So the anxiety feels better, but I'm still trapped in the house. I have no interests, I don't feel emotions towards my husband and kids, I just let my husband plan trips so my daughter goes with him. I m empty, I feel like I have weights on my body. I bent down on my knees to reach for something on the floor and I literally did not have the strength to get back up. I don't cook, clean, my hygiene is terrible. My husband just had our $30.000 bathroom remodel, but I don't care. I don't miss my daughter......Just a void, sick feeling, and nothingness. And yes, I have been in intensive therapy for 3 years, and know every coping skill there is. Sorry so long, but everyone else would just think I was wanting attention, and trying to label myself. Today my husband finally acknowledged how bad I'm getting but doesn't make a fuss. He says i have to learn to get through this myself. My kids don't know how bad it is, we never told them I tried to commit suicide twice even though they are adults. I have been taking Benzedrex every day just to function a tiny bit... Thanks for listening.