Oh, Honey ... YOU didn't fail! ((((((((((InACorner)))))))))) You had a set back ... it's NOT the same ... and it isn't your FAULT. Something happened to you that hurts so bad inside that there's no other way you could think of to take it away. I'm so sorry for that ... so sorry you didn't come here to let your friends surround you with love ... so sorry you couldn't think of something else to take the pain away.

SO ... today you start again. Life is a journey, InA ... it's got bumps and bruises along the way for all of us, even adopted Moms like me. Life will knock you down ... then you get up, you dust yourself off, you try to learn from it, and you get stronger.

Don't be a stranger here ... let your friends help you. And TRY ... TRY very hard to stay strong. Nobody can ask more from you! Take it a minute at a time if you need to ... but TRY.

GoodMama