Oh god...I've already wrote everything about myself,him,our relationship, how long we've known each and how much we've seen each other. How many more times do I need to repeat them? [emoji782]
It's all written in my previous comments so if you want the answers,please read them.

And about LDR,he misses me like crazy every single day,thinks about me all the time & tells me nice intimate things all the time, and keeps saying how much he wants me to be here with him...so no,it is not one sided...it's just damn hard that we're apart. [emoji20]
The bus commute is over 6 hours long,and they don't drive over winter.
You guys keep sticking your guns that it's same personality all the time...it's not. If he was one person, and not switching we wouldn't be having this conversation :/ because the real him loves me extremely and if this hasn't happened in December,we would've already seen each other many times &

Now...would you PLEASE stop questioning my every word,action or thought...including his as well.
If you can't accept that what I'm telling you is the honest truth and that there's no secrecy,hidden intentions or hidden lies or anything else cooking in the BG, then I really have nothing more to say here.
I've spilled my heart and soul out to you, to complete strangers, and what I've got in return were pretty much doubts about everything,including what kind of person I am,or he is.. :/ I've been constantly & completely honest here about everything :/
And after I've wrote all this and given you plenty of proof, you still think it's one sided...then be my guest,think that way. I've got more than enough proves that say otherwise.
I've just gotten way too tired that I have to constantly justify myself,him, our relationship, or every word I've wrote here