I saw T yesterday. It was good. We walked for 30 minutes and I went over my list of things to tell him. He said I'm making a lot of progress. We came back to the practice and sat at the table and he taught me how to play a game called necronomicards. It was a nice brief oasis from my week of sadness, voices, and extreme loneliness. I wanted to ask for a hug but didnt. Maybe next week