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Originally Posted by golden_eve
This all just makes me very sad for you. I wish that you valued yourself enough to see and know that you are getting the short end of the deal here.
You deserve true love... you deserve to have your own love reciprocated.
If he is not giving you as you want, please consider maybe trying to find someone else.
I know what it's like to want to feel love. And it really is one of the best feelings in the world! But you have to value and LOVE YOURSELF enough to draw the line and say, this is NOT what I am looking for or want. HE is getting everything he wants from you, but you are not getting everything you want from HIM. This is not an equal or balanced partnership. Why stay?
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You are right, i know that deep inside. That my relationship with him isn´t what i want or need. I keep hoping he´ll change. He was a loving boyfriend before after all, he has the potential.
I feel quite stupid and pathetic for giving him sexual things and letting him call me certain things. Never thought i´d be "that kind of girl".
It´s like i´m addicted to him, and i know i will never be able to fully leave him.