Sorry not good on comp. I hope you can get some help. I might be as depressed as you. Pray each night to pass. Not going to happen probably. Hate myself for being so weak. Rarely leave apartment, maybe get mail, put out garbage. Shopping, usually once a week. My girlfriend thanks me for any small thing I do. Sorry for talking about me so much. I really do hope the best for you. Take care, jim I have a medical plan where I can have therapy sessions for $30.00 groups for free twice a week. Have stopped going to 1 hr. grouos, too depressed for depression get together groups. Sounds crazy even to me. Afraid of saying too much, will end up in hospital again where they load me up on meds. Don't help. If you do have access to non expensive therapy or grouos, please take advantage of them. You deserve all of the help there is.