I'm also worried about me. This has been a worse tailspin (over the past month) that I've had in over a year. In April of last year I told his kids and the VA that I couldn't sustain what I was doing. I was ready to let go. Then the social worker told me about two programs that I thought would help a lot. So I hung in. Not since April, 2016, have I been this discombobulated.

I did find another attendant who is coming tomorrow.