Well guys, I am back home from t. Thanks for riding along Spangle, LT, NP, @@, luc, SoConfused, Daisy! I almost giggled at one point imagining crunching noises....

Anyway it went well. Better than I was imagining it might. Seems like we talked about a lot of stuff. I shared with her about the journey circle over the weekend and the insights I got mainly the "Maybe it's not about right or wrong" and how FREE that makes me feel, like I grew wings or something, my whole life I've been so fettered by black and white/right and wrong/do the right thing or else.... We talked again about taking the break and she asked if I wanted to schedule for a month from now or 2 months from now I said no, I don't really want to put a schedule on myself, I need to be able to let it happen, she said that's fine, that she just wanted to make sure we were both on the same page, she asked if it's to let things kind of gel, I said well partly but mostly, it's to see how life is not coming here. I said I might just come back to wrap things up, I don't know yet. She said she's okay with me not knowing right now. She said she thinks me coming the past 3 weeks in a row really helped me solidify stuff, I said yes absolutely. I can't right now remember what else we talked about... feels like there was a lot more.... anyway after I paid her she said I'll walk you out to your car, so she did and I tossed my purse and notebook in through the window then we hugged for way longer and tighter than usual and I said thank you for everything-everything and after we let go she stepped back a couple steps and we each did a little namaste bow thing to each other, then I got in my car and left.

And I didn't cry.

Yet.