Wow. I really wish I had something to share with you.. some words of wisdom or hope.. because I sure as hell could use it right now. This last week has been one of the most trying weeks of my life (definitely top 2). Everything you said really hit home, like it came out of my own head.

I know where you're at. I wish I could help you make sense of it, or find a starting place where it's easier to deal. All I can say really is, I just live in the moment until I pass out from exhaustion. I wake up and I do what I have to. I live. Staying busy helps me through the week till therapy.

And when the world comes crashing down on you, LET IT OUT. Don't hold it back, because it will just revisit you soon after.

I wish you the best luck.