I keep quite a bit of important stuff from my T and he knows I do. He knows I am too ashamed to tell him some stuff because I have refused when he has asked.

He does not know the extent of my sui plans, or my method of SH. He does not know half the twisted thoughts that go on in my head. I told him he will never know.

He also knows I have trust issues so I assume he figures I will tell him eventually. Unfortunately some of my parts have come out and spilled the beans on some stuff so he actually knows more than I want him to.