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Originally Posted by will19
I go on because I feel like there's hope. In being older as I am now hopes seem to fade. So I don't know why I want to keep going on myself. I feel like something good will be there for me down the road. It's weird that I feel that way.
I know how you feel, though.
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I identify with this. There are things I would dearly love to have known or experienced in my life ... and if I haven't been able to do so by now -- after so many years, I don't really have hope. But maybe a little something. Maybe.
On a good day, I can feel there are things to take enjoyment in -- that it's enough.
On a bad day, I don't have much. I don't have any big thing that holds me like what some other people are able to find. No children, no love, no realistic dream. It's seems so lacking, but a lot like this:
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Originally Posted by Grath
My life seems meaningless as well at the moment.
But I refuse to give up. I won't let this story become a short one with a bad ending. What kind of author would I be then?
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So the best personal answer I can give you is ... just stubborn really.
Today is a good day. But I won't deny I have days where I feel like the above, so I thought I should share.