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Originally Posted by Naynay99
Hey. I think I am doing okay? Idk anymore.
I just sometimes vascillate between feeling like nothing is wrong with me at all or else that I am so much more fuucked up than anyone thinks I am. Idk which if either of these is the truth.... People have no fuucking clue that ADs don't just magically cure depression- they are like Tylenol for a headache. They dull the pain so it's tolerable but it's still there. I didn't realize how much they don't get it.
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I feel the same way. It depends mostly on the time of day. Each morning I feel depressed and anxious, like I'm stuck in a giant black hole that I'll never escape from. Then the afternoon/evening comes and I start to feel almost ok. I go between blaming myself and blaming the rest of the world too. Whereas I know the truth isn't black and white.
Antidepressants never worked for me, they just made me anxious and then manic. I stopped taking them years ago.
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Originally Posted by WildcatVet
I don't think I CAN feel anything anymore...I'm sorry you feel that way...
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I feel anxious and depressed most of the time, but mostly numbness. I think this is really what my depression is about - a lack of range of human emotions.