I understand. I live in Southeast Asia, but my family is Chinese descendant. And.... I don't care about what happening in my country and the Chinese tradition. I don't share my view with the people in my area. This is why I feel more comfortable in this forum rather than same forum in my country despite my bad grammar. But, I can't fully join any discussion because I'm unaware with the cultures and customs. The best that I can do is saving lots of money, so I can move out.

I don't know how to solve this, but you're not alone. I hope we all could find the best.