I have a question. It might be a weird one but I don't know who else to ask: when bored (for example), is it normal to start thinking about how meaningless life is and that you should probably just kill yourself or is that a sign I might still be depressed? (Started taking antidepressants about a year ago and I'm definitely doing much better but I don't think I'm well yet.) Basically, do people who don't suffer from depression feel this way too?