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Originally Posted by Grath
Do these thoughts just "pop up" and are of a theoretical nature (i.e. you're pondering about the meaning of it all, but don't emotionally feel like commiting suicide) or do you really still feel completely hopeless and equally suicidal as you did before taking antidepressants (or even more so)?
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I'm definitely not as suicidal as I was before I started taking antidepressants. Back then I thought I was going to
lose my mind and I spent many hours during many days/weeks thinking about killing myself and researching methods, which I don't do anymore (some exceptions). I don't think I feel like life's
completely hopeless but definitely somewhat hopeless and the thoughts pop up pretty much every time I feel low, no matter if I feel a little low or really low. Don't know how serious the thoughts are but they're there. Do you know what I mean?