Awk - why not let your inner three year old enjoy the experience? Who is this crabby critical person anyway? Maybe miss crabby is the inauthentic one, and the sunny faced proud little creative artist with no shame is the real you. Why do we cling so tightly to these crabby personae???!!! We want THEIR approval? The unconditional positive regard isn't worth the soft cozy toilet paper it's excremented upon?