R is going on holiday from the 18th to the 1st of December, but my next session would be three days after he comes back. 17 days. I feel silly writing that out- but I expect it to be hard. He offered to see me for one session whilst be was away- would it be wrong of me to accept it even if he was supposed to be away? And at the end of the day I know I won't accept it because it wouldn't feel right doing that to him.