MickeyCheeky,
I know how you feel. Two years ago I was in a major that I was not passionate about, didn't really want to continue it, get a career in it, anything. I had been there for 4 years though, so I kept telling myself it was too late to start again. I didn't even know what I wanted to study, so I kept myself there. Long story short, I became incredibly depressed and found myself in a hospital. So I made the decision, difficult though it was, to quit. I took a year to work, travel, and explore who I really was, what I was passionate about, and what I find interesting. I did go back to uni, and discovered something that actually fit alongside that. Its nothing fancy, probably won't make me rich, or even successful, but I found something that I liked doing. I believe you can do the same. Don't wait as long as I did. You don't have to take a year to travel, or work. But give yourself time to think about what you find interesting. Anything. Take a couple classes that your vaguely curious about and see where it takes you. Its hard, and its terrifying, and yeah it sucks to start over but you have to do what will make you happy. Don't listen to people who say it doesn't matter what you study (literally the words of every person in my life) because it does. You are the one who has to study, who puts in the effort, who has to go to classes, so find your niche. Find something you want to study. And if you want to change it again a year later, do it. Its never to late to change your mind. This is your education, this is your life, you have the power to change your direction.
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