I opened up that once and haven't wanted to since. She's always stoned anymore, anyway. I doubt she's noticed. I tried to talk a little after therapy on Wednesday, but instead I just sort of listened to what she had going on. And now, well I never see her sober. She told me that she has a plan and didn't talk anymore about it. I'm not one to push, so I didn't. Just listened to the other stuff she had to say.

My other best friend tried to talk to me tonight. Wanted to know what was bothering me. I sort of shut him down and then changed the subject. He's not the kind of guy to dig and I'm grateful for that.