Sylvia Plath — ‘Is there no way out of the mind?’

No, Sylvia, there isn't one really
its not about "getting better" if the feelings come back because... well. you feel good today and full of hope and then something happens or nothing happens whatever and you feel all bad and hopeless and on top of that you dont even know how to handle the situation and the people u love cause it feels like a stream of light breaks thru you and then leaves -- why does it leave?
Its not about getting better. its a distraction its your brain tryin' to fool you so you let your guard down and then BOOM -- it strikes you again - harder than before
its sort of like when you fall and someone tries to get you up but instead he just punches you right in the crotch AND face
the whole "it will be okay because it has to" thing is obsolete - bullocks
its nothing, less than nothing, unfounded hope for the ill
well let me tell you something
WHY DO WE EXIST TO SUFFER
WAHT IS THAT MEAN
on the house - no - on me
cheers

ineed some pills