WC and Bizi, thank you so, so much. I’m struggling pretty hard but I’m watching my parents dogs who love to snuggle so I’m managing at the moment. I’m hoping to avoid the hospital but not sure what the future will bring. I hold out a sliver of hope that whatever is for the best will happen. I wish I could sleep......I’m so tired but the anxiety just won’t let me. I wonder if the ER could give me sleeping pills .....just a couple days worth so I don’t get much worse. I will keep you posted. Thank you for the comforting words......they mean more to me than you know. I’m grateful. ����