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Old Nov 19, 2017, 04:54 AM
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Its the medical community's job?

I personally chose to live but when my body gets to the point where it is done I have a DNR to make sure no one does anything to keep me aluve at the point my body is dying.

On the other hand before that was my request, I had atrempted suicide & ended up in a coma for 24 hours & on a breathing machine. Yes, they kept me alive when I didnt want to be at the time.....but not knowing what my future held, IF i hadvdied, I would not be enjoying the awesome life I do have now. I had no idea that ut was my bad marriage driving me into the state I was in (situational depression & anxiety triggered by the loss of my career but made worse by the bad marriage I had always been in that I hated but had become my norm) as soon as I left that my depression started to lessen & so did the anxiety & even my PTSD got better.

Not knowing what the future held, I now look back & am thankful they kept me alive but I was sure ANGRY at the time.
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