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Originally Posted by spidytolerate
I´ve been to therapy in the past but not right now, currently...I kind of wish i were. I´m going a bit crazy. I switch between hating the way he acts with me, thinking he has bad intentions, to loving him and thinking he´s amazing and the best person in the whole world. Maybe i have BPD, i don´t know. I should sort this out. With therapy...
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Yes, I highly recommend seeing a therapist. You have low self-esteem and self-worth. You are mistreating and disrespecting yourself and need to value yourself SO much more than you do. Your thinking is very faulty on this. He is using and abusing you, and you are seeing it as acts of love. Your thinking needs to be corrected and reversed. I really think a therapist would help you. Again, I highly recommend severing this relationship. You are only hurting yourself.
