I don´t feel sad by him calling me inferior/slut etc. In my mind i hear something loving when he says that. I don´t know if that´s because i´m twisted or because he "programmed" me to view those things as normal and as praise, almost. But it does make me very sad that he doesn´t let me call me by his name. That when we "sext" he never shows me his face even. That he says our interactions need to be secret. That makes me cry. I´m so dependent on him.