I'm glad OP managed to feel the safeness and comfort of her T and it sounds like it really helped you when you probably needed it.

I don't think that's either in me or my T to be like that. I'm not a touchy person in general and my T doesn't come across as one that touches either. When I have felt anxious or sad, she has used the power of speech I suppose to help and so far that has worked well.

However I get what has been also said on here, because sometimes mainly when I've said something that I felt shame over, some part of me would love to sit closer to her or have her closer and I think that's mainly for reassurance rather than comfort. Although I think the fact I tend to find myself repulsive I would never ask or tell her this and if I did I would never believe that she would! So I can really understand that by receiving that hug or touch would help with the inner repulsive demon that many of us sit with and face, especially when exposing yourself so openly in this setting.