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Originally Posted by Vibrating Obsidian
Thanks for the support.
The thing is I have a competitive part inside me. But it's a rather competitive part unfulfilled, which leaves me depressed.
It's about autonomy, and the ability to be determined, focused and sharp.
Things like my recent ex-crush seem to drag and drain me down.
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The competitiveness part is understandable. It takes time, patience, and risk to find an activity you will excel at. Once you do, you will be proud of yourself, and say, "Damn I'm that good."
I could only imagine how terrible you feel about your ex-crush. The entire love/dating/crush dimension is a competition, too. You may not have "won" your ex-crush. But it doesn't mean you've lost your ability to "win" at many things to come.
.gif "Boy Angel")