You are dependent on him for attention not love because you are receiving abuse from him NOT LOVE.

You seriously need a good T right now because your mind is playing all kinds of tricks on you because you are so desperate for the kind of attention & the sexting which makes you feel loved when in reality you are just being used & abused NOT loved.

Sex does NOT EQUAL love....never has, NEVER will.

You need serious work on your self-worth & self-esteem before you will ever have a truly successful relationship with any guy. Most times low self-worth & low self-esteem attracts guys that use & abuse you just like this if not worse. You deserve so much better for your life.