I just want to act confidently...
Knowing what to expect, what im going to do, what i think
think, what i believe, what i feel, whats going on, ect...

But it doesn't seem possible...

I get trapped by a bridge in my mind unable to pass it as too much tries to pass at once...

Im just a nobody... existing in everything and in nothing...

Im a mirror... people will see what they would like to see in me most of the time...
Im not real....

You know what i mean...?

I am so depressed i think...

But i am so discconected...

Im just not alive..
I dont have a life anyway...

I feel so alone...
Like there is no one there... no one has ever understood or been there for me...

I cant do it anymore..