I don't know why I don't just go shoot up enough to overdose and die I don't even care anymore. Why am I even trying to be clean. My life is complete crap always has been. My power is getting cut off on Tuesday my car tag is expired and my Internet has already been disconnected. I don't know how to manage this I had a roommate lined up but she lied to me and burned me and now I'm sol and back to square 1. I'm so upset