I really wasn't ready to go home when I was released from the hospital. They would have preferred that I stay longer, but I wanted out before the weekend because weekends were so boring and I wanted my own bed. I almost got readmitted by my own pdoc a couple of weeks later, but I insisted I was safe at home so he backed off. That said, there are those rare times when I wish I could go IP, just so I can not have to worry about my life here on the outside for awhile. But I've never again become that severely depressed, so there's been no need. That's a good thing.